2018 Time Flies So Fast!

Posting on my blog for the first time this year 2018
And its now month of March!

So many things to do in 24 hours a day...
All I can say...
God have bless me with wonderful clients, both of them gave me a high rating...
I'm very happy... and I wasn't expecting as I'm doing it gladly...
Like hobbies.

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On the other side...

I feel like something is missing...
it seem blank...
And I don't know why...

Last year I felt like I'm on the "peak" of that I don't know...
I reached all the goals that I wanted...


Certified Google Analytics...
Passed all the Google Adwords Exams to become a specialist...
Facebook Ads exams...

Still...

Deep inside me knows = all of these are temporary...
I want to be in that permanent, everlasting place full of love and peace...
I'm not saying that there's no love and peace around me...
But, God knows all my struggles for the past years with ______ hmmm...
Who doesn't have struggles?

If I'm not around with that person anymore...
would it even matter?
would it known my worth?

... I thought - if the sacrifices of Jesus Christ died on the cross to save their sins - seem useless to them, then I don't have the right to even question my worth in their world.

You wanted to be the light... it "burned out" as decades passed by... whatever you do... its nothing to them.

Why is it so hard (for them) to accept you completely?
Why do they need to ask so many questions?
or question everything you do?

Didn't they notice, their judgement & actions made you become elusive?
made you become an outcast?
made you feel - you don't belong in their world.

I'm waiting to go home Lord, You're all that matters.

~ ice9web
clear as ice,
higher than 9,
strong, flexible & connected like a web.
~ IceNineWeb